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The Distance Between Head and HeartDostoevsky is an “ideological novelist.” That is, ideas dominate and drive his characters.
For Dostoevsky, ideas — even ordinary ones — were not only the raw materials from which to create great characters, but also the fuel for kindling his own passions. One of his closest associates, Nikolai Strakhov, wrote,
Frank comments, “It is this inborn tendency of Dostoevsky to ‘feel thought’ that gives his best work its special stamp.” Felt ThoughtSomething like this is what people are longing for when they ask, How can I get my faith from my head to my heart? How can I move from ideas to affections — from thought to feeling? How can I experience ‘felt thought’? Surely this is a good longing. Jesus meant for truth in the head to waken passion in the heart: “You will know the truth, and the truth will set you free” (John 8:32). Free from sin. Free from what Paul calls “deceitful desires” (Ephesians 4:22), into a new world of holy passions. The apostle Paul demanded the same thing: “felt truth.” “They did not welcome the love of the truth so as to be saved” (2 Thessalonians 2:10). Not just: they did not welcome the truth; but more: they did not welcome the love of the truth. The truth was not felt as beautiful and precious. Similarly, the apostle Peter believed that when true thoughts replaced ignorance, passions would change. “As obedient children, do not be conformed to the passions of your former ignorance” (1 Peter 1:14). Defective ideas produce defective emotions. And true ideas produce true emotions. That is why Peter spells out astonishing truths in 1 Peter 1:3–5, and then says, “In this you rejoice!” (1 Peter 1:6). Feeling Is the Fruit of AfflictionBut biblical ideas had not always stirred holy passions in Dostoevsky. In the 1840s, he read the Bible through utopian Socialist glasses. Frank said that his ideas “can be considered to have been inspired by Christianity, though recasting its ethos in terms of modern social problems.” Something changed the way Dostoevsky felt thought. He was arrested for his political views, exposed to a mock execution, and then sentenced to hard labor in Siberia.
Dostoevsky said that the four years he spent in the prison camp were responsible for “the regeneration of [his] convictions.” Now his “felt thought” was different. Now the ideas were different. The truth was different. And the feeling of these thoughts was different. This is the answer Dostoyevsky’s experience points to. The “felt thought” that we all long for — rooted in true thoughts, and afire with real feeling — came as a fruit of affliction. The suffering of Siberia forged true “felt thought.” You Can’t Do SiberiaThis is not the answer most of us want to hear when we ask, How can I get my faith from my head to my heart? We can’t sign up for a course in Siberia. We can’t read Siberia. We can’t memorize Siberia. We can’t ask someone to hold us accountable for Siberia. Siberia is not ours to do. It is God’s to do. And we can prepare. There are true thoughts and false thoughts about how Siberia comes from God. Why it comes. How we are to respond. We can be about getting those thoughts sorted out from the Bible. And we can pray. Then when God’s time comes for our Siberia, we will be ready. And God will drive our faith, like a stake, from our head to our heart. And we will never be the same again. |